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Heyyyy Friends, Dis is Durga Prasad Sahoo (Eysh). About me I’m a Design Engg. In TME, Odisha. I don’t know what will you all think when you read my story. Because I didn’t get this type of story in this site but I want to share this with you all. And I want t­­o make this site preferable for the lovers also.
Main jab engineering kar raha tha tab mera sath ek ladki padh rahi thi (√Priya).. Wo hamara ghar ko kavi kavi ati thi. Hamara ghar mein hamesha yahi bat karte the ki hamara sadi karwayenge.Magar main janatha wo log ye sab majak main keh rahe hain. Par hum dono ke bich kuch affection suru hua tha. Wo kya tha kisiko pata nanhin.
Kab hum dono ka yeh sirf affection uski chahhat main badal gayi ye pata nahin chala. Wo mera isharon ko pyaar samjhti rahi. Yese hi bahat din bit gaya. Ek bar wo mere ko batayi to meine usko saf saf samjha diya ki yeh pyar fyar sirf sunne aur filmon mein dekhne ko achha lagta hai asliyat mein yesa kuch nahin hota. Yeshe karnese humara bich jo dosti hai wo vi tut jayega. To behtar hoga aga tum yeh samajh jao.” Yeh samjha ke main wahan se chala aya.
Uske bad wo kuch din khamosh rahi, per after all sab kuch thick hogaya jaise laga. Magar kuch din bad wo mujhe firse puchi Eysh kya tumko abbhi meri pyar ki ehshas nahin hua. To main kuch jawab nahin de paya. Sirf itna bola “dekho Priya main pehle vi tumko keh chukka hun ki muhe yeh sab pasand niahin, balki achha hoga yeh tum age kavivi mat kaho nahin to mujhe dosh mat dena….
Lekin yeh fir tisri bar repeat hua to main usko ek thapad laga diya, wo ro ro ke chali gayi par mera dil leke chali gayi. Tab najane kyun mere dil mein vi kuch hone laga. Usko dekhe bagair main reh nahin paya. Esha laga jaise uski bina mera jiwan adhura hai. Na raat ko nind hua na din main bhuk. Sirf wo hi wo. Par kuch keh nahin paya, bas man hi man mein tadpta raha. Yesha lag raha ki main koi viran jangal mein fas gaya hun. Mere ashpas to bahat insan the par mujhe har jagah suna suna sa lag raha tha.
Jub college ki padhai khatam hone laga to yeh ehesash hua ki bachu agar eshe hi baitha rahega to tera halat to gaya ghat main. Kya karein kuch samajh main nahin atatha.To main mera campus selection ki khsi ki mauka pe phone pe bat karte karte boldiya wohi three magical word “I LOVE YOU”. Bas suru hogaya hamara khusi ki din exam karib hi tha per exam me itna kuch asar nahin pada. Per ab hamko ek dusro ko chhod ke apne apne ghar jana tha. Wo soch ke to main pagal ho gaya tha. Kya karunn kuch samajh main nahin ata tha. Uske bad fir mujhe job keliye banglore jana tha. Lekin kusi ish bat ki thi ki hamare ghar walon ko hum humare baren me bata chuke the aur wo raji bhi the. Kya karein yeh to hona hi tha per kuch hi dino ka hi to intijar hai soch k eek dusre ke ghar gaye, bus jane ki samay ek ek kiss aur ek ek teddy bear ka presentation.
Ghar me ake kisi bhi kam mein maan nahin laga to ek bar usko milke ane ko puri gaya. Ane ko to maan nahin tha per kya karun. Eshe vi kuch din bad mujhe Banglore jana pada. Main Banglore chala gaya bas phone pe hi kuch baat chit ho raha tha..
Ek din hum dono phone pe bat kar rahen the. Wo apne ghar ki tisri manjil par khade ho kar bat kar rahi thi jo naya naya banaya gaya tha. To chhat pe koi boundry banaya nahin gaya tha, per uski chhota bhai aur ek chotasa ladka wahin pe ball leke khel rahe the. Priya hamara sadi ke bareme baat karke has rahi thi to appsent minded thi. Bachon ke ball niche chale janese, chhota ladka ushe pakadne keliye uske piche vaga, Yeh dekhke Priya usko bachane keliye bhake gayi. Ush ladka ko to bacha liya per khud ke balance na rakh pane ki karan wo khud niche gir gayi. Tavi uski mun se akhir bar “Eysh” naam suna tha.
Uske baad phone kat gaya jitna vi kosis kiya uski phone nahin laga. To main tension hoke uski ghar ko call kiya to sare matter pata chala, aur usko hospital lene ki raste main hi gujar jane ki baat sunte hi mera kya hua pata nahi chala. Hosh aya to pata chala main banglore narayana hrudayalaya hospital mein do din se padahun.. Aur priya ish duniya main nahin. Main khud ke annsuon ko to rok nahin paya per kya karun?? Aur do din ke bad main to hospital se nikal aya per mere Priya ke akhri darsan vi kar nahin paya. Wo to boli thi “meri har khusi bash kuch hi din ki mehman hoti hai, kahin tum mujhe cohood ke to nahin jaoge” per wo kud hi mujhe chhod ke chli gayiii….
Ab kavi kavi sapne me ake mere pash baith ke roti hai. Yesha lagta hai ki yeh sapna nahin hakikat hai. Per main kya Karun, kavi kavi such samajh ke nind se uth ke get khole kahin chala vi jata hun uski piche piche. Log kehtein hai yeh tera varam hai, tu ushki bareme bahat sochta hai sayad. Ushko bhul jaoge to yesha nahin hoga.. Per doston ek baat kahoto kaise vul jaun wo sari batein.. wo mulakatein.. wo din… bolo to sahi.. Ish me koi mera sath dega kya?????
Apke itne time lene ki karan maaf karma… Apke site mein yeh sab bat likne keliye agar apko vura hai to maaf karma… Agarmera sath dene keliye mujhe contact karna chahein to mera e-mail- d.p.sahoo.r@gmail .com (orkut), durga_prasad1122@yahoo.co.in (face book). Be my friend and give suggestion…..
THANK YOU…..

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